Can
a parent EVER be in an ‘argument’ with a minor child?
I was thinking about
this the other day- I was relating a discussion I had with a child
psychologist about my 14 year old daughter whom I had asked them to
assess. She had been a difficult child at times and was becoming
increasingly bizarre after her hormones kicked in so much so I was
worried she would harm her self or others. I wanted to get to the
bottom of it to be able to help her and me have a better relationship
and good life.
After
interviewing/assessing her on her own for over an hour I was allowed
in to discuss their findings. I was hoping for a lot of help.
Two things I
remember the guy saying to me, one of which was to allow her out
longer at night- after 11pm if she wanted it – I was incredulous at
this, here was a vulnerable child of 14 years of age whom I had been
looking after and keeping my eye on every day of her life- So that
did not wash well. There was no need for her to stay out that late
and I thought it a ridiculous piece of advice.
Then he asked did I
always win an argument with the child. I replied in the affirmative
saying I was the adult- He decreed I should let her ‘win’ one or
two every now and again.
It has bothered me
ever since and I now know why. I was the parent I would never
indulge in ‘an argument’ with my child. The only time heated
discussions ensued was when my child argued or back chatted with me-
I am not stupid I taught my children to converse back and forth and
to discuss issues with forethought and hopefully aplomb.
The only time I
would raise my voice, if they raised theirs first. Like for instance
when she was 16 and she persuaded me to let her boyfriend drive my
car into the village, so they could go out ( I know, wrong right) He
was 18 and had a driving licence. They came back in a taxi, him
having had a drink and had parked the car up outside a pub. It got
broken into, the window was smashed (costly) and the audio had been
stolen. I was annoyed at her for that but she rallied against me and
yelled ’Oh I might have known you would blame me’
Well it sure as Hell wasn’t my fault my dear ! And it cost me
money I didn’t have.
The point is I wish
I could have been the sort of parent that never raises their voice-
Unfortunately I wasn’t. I’m a lot more laid back now-a days, but
back then I had a difficult time keeping a roof over our heads and
food on the table- I did it but I was insecure and neurotic and worn
out a lot of the time. So I did shouting.
- William Shakspeare
said ‘I would offer you a battle of wits but I see you are
UN-armed’ the same goes for hormonal teenagers
There is no need and
I don’t think I was, ever, in ‘an argument’ with my child. I
spent my days looking after them and trying to make sure they were
up-standing polite individuals, and as such would teach them things.
The only arguments that occurred when they disagreed with what ever
ruling I was trying to enforce. The argument was one sided and came
from them. I would always listen to what they had to say and reply
but if they out and out disobeyed something that was in place for a
reason they they would get irate But
it was never ‘an argument’ as in a philosophical debate. This
is what has been bothering me for some time.
Who
ever the half wit was who said these things to me probably never had
children or brought up teenagers. It would be very nice to be placid
and smiling all the time, but I defy anyone who has children of any
age to deny they worry about them all the time and only want the best
for them. So
letting them win an argument,’Yes
dear you can stay out as long as you want’ even on a school night ?
REALLY??? How I wish I had complained about the feedback I had. And
how I wished I had looked further for help for her. But
being insecure
and down hearted I just accepted my lot and left it there- With
inevitably things turning from bad to worse. The end result saw her
leave home at 18, when I told her she must abide by my rules or leave
So she took the hump and left, I did not want her to leave I just
wanted her to behave (I was fed up of picking her up drunk off
the street (only once) or
her staying out all night beside myself with worry, not
knowing where she was, not
looking for work, lazing about in bed, smoking etc. etc.) She
punished me by not letting me know where she was and not getting in
contact for a good few months. Until after about 8 months she rang to
tell me she had been living in London. After a while she told me she
was pregnant asking what should she do? I begged her to come home and
we would sort it, The next thing I knew she was in her
boyfriends home town of Liverpool and living with his mother. This
was 100’s of miles from home. This is where she stayed, up North.
Luckily. We did resume contact happily
and I managed to see my
grand-daughter 3 times a year while she was growing up, Xmas, Easter
and the summer holidays so I guess I was lucky there. But I do regret
all the rows we had and wish I hadn’t lost my temper so much.
As parents, we can only do our best for our children from the place we are at and the circumstances we are in. I'd bet every parent under the sun wishes they had done some things differently bringing up their children and, in hindsight, regret things they said/actions they took at some time or other. We can only do what we feel is best for them at the time, and in that moment.
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Yers... A bunch of twits !
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